Monday, September 24, 2012

Taking Big Steps

I know I said I was going to start blogging more often but then well life got crazy. I moved in with my boyfriend last week, after staying with him for two weeks straight. It is going really well, minus his little injury he sustained. He was skateboarding and fell directly on his ribs and broke his right ribs and has a collasped right lung. This being said, clearly things are rough around the house because he is so delicate right now. I love taking care of him but at the same time I am so lonely even though I am with him 24 hours a day. He isn't himself because he is medicated for pain. All my friends and family live like 20 minutes away and the other people I know up here are just not people I really want to hang out with all the time.
I have been looking for a job up here because then I'll meet more people in the area and well truthfully I hate my job and don't want to drive 30 minutes to work everyday. I know I should be thankful that I have a job at all, and I am. I just miss waitressing ( never thought I'd say that). But even though that is what I'd prefer to be doing, it just isn't possible at the time. I need to make better money and so I have been applying for administration positions that make 13-19 an hour. I am really hoping for some kind of response that isn't a scam -_-
It is so weird living with someone. You learn about them so much quicker than if you just hang out a couple days a week. This is total submersion with each other 24 hours a day 7 days a week. And while people think I am being wayyy too fast about this decision, I truly believe this is what I want. When I'm not here all I want to do is come home. Even when he isn't here I am just super comfortable being here. Even the cat, Mellow, is coming around and sleeps in bed with us from time to time - a total turn around from when she used to hide when I came in the door. This is her being adorable.
Other than that nothing is new in my life. Not a freaking thing.

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